It's not the kind of sadness where you cry all the time, but more like the sadness that overwhelms your entire body, leaving your heart aching and your stomach empty. Making you feel weak and tired, and yet you can't even sleep because the sadness is in your dreams too. It's almost a sadness you can't escape.
what do you do when you feel lost. every time i hear that song i just wanna die, inside im gone, lost in my own sadness unable to stop sobbing. but outside i seem calm and cool. my head and heart are in a death match that i cant control im going nuts and nobody knows it i just wanna scream. im scared that whatever i do i might regret, i already do.. damn what the hell am i suppose to do. i have all these thoughts and hopes and dreams im not letting them change or slip away. i.. i. i need… GODDAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!